Monday, December 14, 2009

December 14th

I’ve fussed over this post.

Tried to find words, and couldn’t.

Words and I have a long-standing love affair, but there are moments where they fail me—and this would be one of them.

They can’t articulate all the things that are stretching my heart at its seams.

I’m so very sad to go.

And so very excited for home.

These two sentiments coexist in the most nonsensical of ways for me today.

I look forward to sharing the stories and experiences of this odyssey when I get home.

But I also recognize that no matter how specific the words or detailed the pictures, there are parts of this journey that will forever remain a secret for the world and I to share—and this enchants me to no end. The specific smells and tastes and the feelings so thick you could cut them with a knife—all gifts from the world just for me. I'm moved to a goose-bump kind of gratitude.

My heart is full. And ready for the familiar.

Love. Anna

2 comments:

  1. Welcome Home Anna.

    The World gave you many "Gifts" as a Young Woman. It is now up to you how you use those "Gifts"

    Continue on a path of your Love for your God, and the warmth in your writing.

    May you be blessed with Admiration and Love while remaining who you are.

    The World has been your Oyster.

    I am very sad to see the end is here. I loved reading your Blog. I will miss it Dearly.

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  2. Dearest Anna,
    Welcome home! I can't thank you enough for sharing your journey with us. Even though your maritime life has come to an end, your perceptions, experiences, and thoughts will still have a tremendous effect on the people you meet...especially if you decide to teach :)
    See you soon,
    Aunt Barb

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